#justwondering
Does anyone of you just want to break down and cry over nothing at all sometimes?
Or when sometimes, the slightest things just makes you want to let out a good cry.
Sometimes. Just sometimes.
What does that mean? Hmm.
Kazbaby
Happy Birthday to my bestfriend forever. You’ll do good struggling with school, work & money. Have faith, keep working, and be strong!
Xx.
JANSEN
Thank you babe for everything.
You have been fabulous, and I cannot be any more thankful to have met you.
X
One Day
“Whatever happens tomorrow, we had today. I’ll always remember it.”
And you’ll find beauty in these imperfections
8th 04/12; You have been unbelievably amazing.
Cleared all my modules this semester & am pretty pleased with results! Can’t stop smiling like a Cheshire Cat.
December will be the perfect month I’m sure.
:( :( :’( :( :(
Don’t know if its a good idea to tell myself that everything will be okay.
I’d rather be telling myself that it will not be okay & suffer lesser disappointment. Carry that heavy heart till 5 days later.
What babe says is true though. I can’t change anything so what’s the worry for?
“Ok. I can’t change anything so stfu already.”
Do you fear where you are?
So many things to look forward to!
Xmas. Sis’s wedding. Taiwan Trip with the boy.
Not so looking forward to the release of results on the 2nd next month. Pretty choked by it I’m having hallucination about being all happy because I finally do perfectly well to be extremely pleased with myself with zero disappointment. Read. Zero. Means not a single tinge. Of disappointment. Not even the slightest 0.00000000001 percent. No room for that.
And while I’m having these hallucinations of all the possible positive reactions I can give to the people around me, I’m also having nightmares(literally) about failing that one particular module I fear most of. Thrice.
Dream interpretation anyone? Some say dreams are the opposite of reality but what do you say about dejavu…? Other than my constant sudden qualms about the success of my hardwork, which is, well, taking up maybe 6hours of my day in my head(I hide them well), I also have worries about my expenses in Taiwan.
Jobs? Holla anyone. Tuition jobs in december do not suffice at all. I’m so desperate I applied for Awfully Chocolate. Whutttt?
And the one thing I’m most excited for, looking forward to is…. You’ll see!
I can’t wait for everything to be done up & settled. It would be like a mini dream of mine fulfilled.
No, it would BE a mini dream fulfilled.
Xx
Maybe(s)
Maybe I’m the cause of all misery. Maybe I’m extremely stubborn and strong headed. Maybe I’m selfish. Maybe I need some soul-searching.Maybe I’m not as nice. Maybe I’m really that bad. Maybe I am not good for anyone at all. Maybe I am never good for anyone. Maybe I’m just good and making people unhappy with me. Maybe someone needs to tell me all my flaws. Maybe I can never make someone happy after awhile. Maybe that’s why I fail in certain aspects. Maybe I just want to break down and cry.
No I am not wallowing into self-pity.
I’m deranged.
Slip
Sick of making the wrong choices.
Am I not giving.
Maybe I should franchise Ladurée over to Sg. Ha.ha.ha
