Do you fear where you are?
So many things to look forward to!
Xmas. Sis’s wedding. Taiwan Trip with the boy.
Not so looking forward to the release of results on the 2nd next month. Pretty choked by it I’m having hallucination about being all happy because I finally do perfectly well to be extremely pleased with myself with zero disappointment. Read. Zero. Means not a single tinge. Of disappointment. Not even the slightest 0.00000000001 percent. No room for that.
And while I’m having these hallucinations of all the possible positive reactions I can give to the people around me, I’m also having nightmares(literally) about failing that one particular module I fear most of. Thrice.
Dream interpretation anyone? Some say dreams are the opposite of reality but what do you say about dejavu…? Other than my constant sudden qualms about the success of my hardwork, which is, well, taking up maybe 6hours of my day in my head(I hide them well), I also have worries about my expenses in Taiwan.
Jobs? Holla anyone. Tuition jobs in december do not suffice at all. I’m so desperate I applied for Awfully Chocolate. Whutttt?
And the one thing I’m most excited for, looking forward to is…. You’ll see!
I can’t wait for everything to be done up & settled. It would be like a mini dream of mine fulfilled.
No, it would BE a mini dream fulfilled.
Xx
